Mommy's Soul Window

It’s another quiet weekend for my family. Trent was under the weather so we stayed local and did a few errands which included going to Home Depot and Target. These are the only 2 decent places you can go to in Lincoln for now. I experimented on my cooking skills for dinner and made Eggplant Parmigiana. It turned out pretty good. My hubby liked it to think it was his first time to eat eggplant.

I finally talked to my mom after a week considering she’s just in NJ. I’d love to call her more often but our relationship is not the same as it used to, at least that’s what I think. I don’t even want to discuss it because I don’t want to rock the boat. There are days when I need some adult conversation with a family member but then I know I have a not-so-good reputation with them. I feel bad because I only have good intentions for them and I pray for them everyday and always include them in my special intentions. Unfortunately I believe they don’t know me that well anymore. I’m still the same person but I have matured. I’ve been away from them for over 8years so I was literally a kid when I left. I am more confident now and I am straight forward to the point that I guess I tend to be offensive. I guess there are some relationships that are better when you don’t get too close for comfort.

I try to look at things on the brighter side. Life is not perfect and you cannot have everything. I’m happily married to the best husband and I’m blessed with 2 beautiful perfect kids – of course I’m biased. I am also very fortunate to have hoards of amazing friends.